And finally...
went to visit Naughty's burial grd at East Coast yesterday with my sis... (ya i very bo liao! but who cares?!) i wanna make sure some cats wont go dig it... or i'll skin them!!
well, as ya can see... Naughty's view from the place she was buried is very very nice!!
east coast in the afternoon!
~Esther
I washed Naughty's cage today... with tears that cant stop tickling down...She didnt make it for her wkly bath... and tats today...i've to wash her empty cage...i cleaned it properly and wrap it up w plastic bag... pacing her wheel, tv and food dish as per normal...so tat she could still use it if her spirit ever comes back...Amber was still asking me where's Naughty... she miss Naughty too...
Even the skies was crying the whole morning for her...she's up there... looking upon us... living in our hearts and souls...I Love Ya, Naughty...I miss ya so much... pls come to my dreamland anytime...see ya again tonight...My Blog will be stopped for entries for a wk...In Memory for Naughty...silence and mourning for her loss...~Esther
Hi Frenz,Naughty's gone...
up in the skies running away in her saint wheel...
happily out of agony...she's juz so part of my life...
my sweetheart...a classic beauty...white and beautiful...witty and smart...
This is where she lives in...
how she looks like when she first came...
and her naughty poses
she loves to sit like that... so cute...
Here's she eating bread
isnt she beautiful? yes she is...
I LOVE YOU, NAUGHTY... ALWAYS...~Esther
tears cant stop dropping from my eyes... cant help it...
Naughty... she's not gg to make it any longer... yes... she is...
brought her to the vet this morn... cos she's not been eating... and movement stopped...
she's got wet tail, eye infection, dehydration and running nose... all at a go...
vet did give her some medicine...
seems its too late...
in the morn, she still could walk ard... but now... she's lying on the side... trying to keep herself alive... she looked so pathetic... skinny and bones... messy fur...
she's not eating at all... i've to stuff the liquidfied food into her mouth ... hopefully she swallows it slowly...
her beautiful white fur coat is gone... wat is left are juz damp and messy fur...
her eyes... can hardlly keep it open...
at this instance, i hope she juz pass on... move on to the nx phase in her life...
dont wan to see her suffer...
i dont wanna feel heartache too... looking at her... trying so hard to stay alive...
cos she knows we love her very much...
ya i know... my mum nagged at me for bringing her to the vet... i know wat im doing... and tats all i can do for naughty... and i know its not wrong...
no matter if she survives or not... i juz wanna thank her for being in my life... and i'll see her again...
~Esther
Juz went to check with the petshop person regarding Naughty's tail...
hmmm.. well, its an aging procedure...
she's getting old...
means.......... she's gg.
so sad...
i better go prepare some stuff for her soon...
Sad,
Esther
Perculiar abt y my hammies pics are up?
im very worried abt them...
k im not sure rearing pets are gd or not... cos its sometimes a torment...
when ya see something 'growing' on them, juz start thinking wats tat?
Happy's having some mole-liked stuff growing on the body... i touched it to see if its hurts...
no it did not... he's eating as per normal, fat and still active...
im not sure wats that...
my sis said perhaps its some extra muscles... yaya...
and Naughty, the white and elegant one...
lost quite some weight... became so small... used to be muscular and hyperactive...
she's cut down on her food... still running ard... sleeping more than usual...
her tail... yellowish all of a sudden... wats tat?
is it time for them?
it'll be 2yrs nx jan...
i'll lose 2 most precious thing in my life...
they came at the time when i most needed someone to perk me up...
they did a great job to perk me up...
my mum said they are my kids, my sibilings... haha...
they perk everyone up...
even Amber loves them so much...
although they do bite me, i see it as something closer...
they are communicating to me...
telling me their emotions...
animals do have emotions, up and down...
they know love...
whenever i gave them food, they'll jump ard... happily...
the both of them seems so familiar to me when the 1st time i saw them...
sometimes i juz wanna become a little hamster as well and cuddle with them... (well, a fat one!)
guess its gonna be so fun and smelly... haha...
juz hope when they are gone... they'll be up there looking upon me... wishing me well...
their ethereal spirit be with me... and their love lives within my heart and soul...
always rmb them as something special in my life... forever...
I love you, Happy & Naughty...
~Esther
