Happy 'n' Naughty - Follow me wherever i go

Happy's been gone for a week...
time really waits for no man...
I've placed his lil pic next to my bed...
done with his scrap book...
wondering how he is now...
missed his lil furry body...
Amber miss Happy too...
I love you always

For Happy

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right
It's so amazing
Every time I see you, I'm alive

You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch
When we love
The stars line up, the wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in you eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
If mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holding you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way

(I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from)
Wanna be inside
When the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

posted by soulmate @ 11:33 AM 0 comments

Hidiho,
This is a scrap book that i started way before the 2 lil' Hammies passed on...
every now and then capturing their most captivating and innocent shots...
From the first day they arrived till the last of them...
it was a stressful yet adventurous journey to take good care of them...
they're so little that once fall ill, they might not make it thru the next day...

i rmbed when HAppy got bitten by Naughty, it was the first time dealing with such situations... Happy was lying on my hands, breathing so hard...
brought him to a nearby vet, guess wat?! he was running ard the table...
the vet told me he seemed ok and not to worry... HAPPY!!!???
then another terrifying time was Happy had a tummyache...
he couldnt sit or move ard... all i saw him doing was lying his tummy against corners, the wheel... blah...
at night, my dad saw Happy moving at his attic and fell down while gg down... shit till his legs soften...
my fear was that... will Happy jux die? i couldnt sleep the whole night!
i fed him water and he looks rather desperate for it...
the next day, he was a little better... but still weak...
so..... i brought him to the vet! guess wat again?! running ard the table AGAIN!!! HAPPY!?
from then on, i started the yogurt diet for the 2 lil' hammies... as advised by the vet... taste like choco thou... HAppy loves it... Naughty didnt quite like it, juz gave a few little nibbles...
then clumsy Happy always have funny stunts... falling and rolling from his slide... wriggle ard when my dad carries him and POP! drop from the hands and got stuck in between my shoeracks... i've to pull one away then he landed on the floor! goodness! many occasions he fell from free fall... SUPER HAMMY!
the best incident was when my sis left his attic cover open! we didnt realised... i was studying and she's in the room too... my sis kept had a feeling kept running ard the room but she turned and saw nothing... she kept sensing it with her side eye...
FINALLY, we saw Happy right between us! goodness! my sis carried him up... he came out and the first thing to do was to look for us?! this is no kidding... ITS TRUE! this lil fella... nv forget this incident... its too adventurous...

alright, its Naughthy's turn... she's so strong that nothing BIG actually happen to her... no sickness no nothing... independent woman cos she dislike ppl to disturb her... Female ya know... hee! she's not that clumsy... she's a classic, smart and bold hamster...
the only time she fell ill was before she died... had wet tail, dehydration and loss of weight... so sad that she had to suffer before she passed on...
she loves exercising... that's y she's so muscular and big size...
especially love her pure white fur... beautiful...
but i cant really get to touch it like wat i did to Happy... SHE'LL BITE!
however, she needs love too... whenever i come to her gate, she'll run towards it and start to push her nose outta railings... so sweet... i can see her lil smile... trust me... animals do SMILE...

so proceed on to the videos... its a MUS WATCH!!







To Happy & Naughty,
the book is finally completed... with ya utmost help...
ya beautiful furry bodies helped make the book so attractive...
its totally stored with LOVE!
anyone who sees it can feel warmth and tender care... im sure it does...
I LOVE YOU!
Enjoy!

~Esther Cheychey

posted by soulmate @ 10:48 AM 0 comments

To Happy

Veggies...
take one... you aint there...

I saw the bread...
open and pluck a piece... you aint there...

Open the door...
turn to the right... you aint there...

Watching tv at night...
turn behind and yearn to hear ya rumbling the litter... you aint there...

Looking at ya pictures...
wanna touch ya... you aint there...

Listening to whole load of songs juz for you...
hoping you'r dancing... you aint there...

Talking to you...
hope ya listened like before... you aint there...

Follow me wherever i go...
you aint there...

~Esther Cheychey

posted by soulmate @ 11:08 AM 0 comments

I really miss Happy's presence...
was alone at home yesterday late noon...
singing somewhere out there... and looking at his photos...
oh mann... tears come flowing out naturally...
my heart felt numb... he's actually gone?
i rmbed when he passed on, he didnt close his eyes entirely... still leaving on a small gap...
maybe he was actually trying to hang on so that to see me one last time...
but he couldnt... he juz had to give up cos his system couldnt take it any longer...
he's so small yet had a strong living will...

2 mths back, i told him to hang on a little longer... dont leave me yet...
but... if he had to go, pls go...
he hung on for 2 mths... i thank Happy for being so thoughtful...
he's my confidante... i lost my closest soulmate...
the first look at Happy, i felt a kinda unretractable fate...
its too gd or too impossible to believe... he actually listens to what i said...

i came back last night... noone was at home...
there used to be Happy waking up from his lazy sleep...
eyes still trying to keep it open... then jumping for joy when he identified my smell...
WARMTH... this is wat i felt...
anytime but last night... noone... not even Happy... was there...
Happy's always smiling... mild tempered...
a face that always is mischievous yet trying to act innocent... he's indeed innocent...
he's pure in heart and soul... no worries or dileamas...
he's an animal... with human instincts... he knows LOVE...
he communicates... he bit me a few times... that's to me show me wat he's feeling..

I jus love to look at him.., stare at his cage...
looking at him for a few hrs...
wat he's doing in his little habitat...
he has a heavy butt... thats y he walks like a little Humpty Dumpty...
he rubs his nose with mine... he loves getting rubbed on the forehead too...
2 ears with 2 different shades... ones grey, the other's pinkish white (bitten by Naughty)
symbol of love from Naughty? she juz wan Happy to remember her afterall...

My little furry friend... i'll write to ya again...

~Esther Cheychey

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll always be with you.

Yeah, he caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
he could see from my face that I was,
high,
And I think that I'll see him again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll always be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on his face

posted by soulmate @ 8:06 AM 2 comments

H&N burial ground

its been a day since Happy passed on...
in his new premises...
still cant get my mind off the way he laid and fell asleep...
then gone up to the skies...
its so sweet and warm... its a pity...
he didnt get to see me before he passed on...
my heart truly hurts and aches... even Happy has left me...
but... he still lives in my heart...
he'll be telling Naughty wat happened during the time she's away...

went to the beach this morning to make sure everything is ok...


this is where Happy was buried last night... right next to Naughty...
he's still inside... same position... the warm smile on his face...



See the rock? Happy's on the left... (sunlight shone on it)
Naughty's on the right...
i can imagine that they'r now happily rounding ard in heaven...

This is a video footage of Happy's new shelter



Happy... you'll always be remembered...
I MISS YOU


~Esther

posted by soulmate @ 1:42 PM 1 comments

I suffered another loss...
My little hammy... Happy had passed on this morning... peacefully... (18/5/2006)
This is Happy... died so peaceful and sweet...


Died of old age... 2yrs 4mths...
lived a long life... enjoyed himself to the nines...
loves to be cuddled and massages...
loves to kiss me and gets a pat on the head...

he had his last bath the night before...
had his last run on his running ball...
last meal of sumptous seeds, biscuits and his fav choco yogurt...
fav hideout is his tv cubicle... and sleeping right next to the water bottle...
enjoys drinking lotsa water...
lazing in the corner with the food dish in front of him...



I LOVE YOU, HAPPY... so dearly in my heart...

you are my best friend, my best companion... someone whom i only can trust...
gives me hugs whenever i need it...
ya'r such a special hamster... its god's gift to me...

Happy, SarangHamnida... BoGoShipEoYo...

~ESther Cheychey

posted by soulmate @ 12:10 PM 0 comments